Love??

I myself think that falling in love and finding a special friend is quite difficult indeed. What else can I say? I'm a virgin in Boy-Girl relationships. I have not dated since I was in primary school & all those girls that I fell for are all out of my league. There were also instances where girls would patch things up with their previous partners just as I was about to ask. I dare not whine about these things cause I know that it takes time for love to develop among each & every one of us. I think the reason why I stayed away from finding a special friend is because I'm afraid of being rejected thus feeling ashamed. People might say that "Oh come on Syahrin! Have some guts!" but I can't help it but to think that things will go wrong. I truely don't know how long I can keep this up-being single since the day I was born. I just hope that one day, maybe one day, I will try to make things work. I too want to be happy. Oh yEs, I'M S0 C0ol!